Pito Pito

Seven Random Facts About Me
1. I used to be in a Chorale group during my elementary days in Batangas City. We were the official choir for the 8am Sunday mass (yes.. with matching chorale uniform) and we also perform on School and Community events. (Ang pinang-audition ko d2.. ung song ni Vina Morales na "tagyawat sa ilong..pati na sa pisngi.. sa kaiisip sau... tagyawat dumadami")
2. From Elementary to HS, I suffered from several serious asthma attacks that almost all the nurses at the Hospital knows me and treats me as a regular guest. They even had to put the dextrose on my foot because my hands were already used weeks before. (How often? atleast once a week. :-( ) Until College first aid queen ako (pero ndi na asthma)... fainting effect naman. ika nga ni Donnapet ako ang healthy na hndi healthy! =( ... Pero ngaun active nako... ndi na mashadow. =D
3. I spent whole day with Patrick Garcia. (umm... on a fan's day! hahaha! grabe talga i went gaga over him dati.)
4. Way back then, I taught Catechism, I was a part of the Legion of Mary (where we meet every Saturday) and was an active Charesmatic kid (where we participate in performing song/dance numbers during Charesmatic conventions). Hey stop wondering what happened to me... nyahaha!
5. I remember during my stay @ Elizabeth Seton (Las Piñas City) madami na akong kalokohang gnawa. I am not that familiar with Nursery songs... kasi db may sleeping time pag ganyan.. ang gumigising na sakin ung sundo ko! (wla na mga classmates ko..tapos na pla ang class..hahaha!). Nung mga Prep or Grade 1 naman... i hate copying sa blackboard... feeling ko isa shang malaking parusa dat tym! shempre ambagal ko magsulat... konti na lng sa classroom kasi ndi pde madismiss kapag d ka pa finish... ung assistant ng service namin, janitress at sundo ng iba kong classmates pag minsan ang kumokopya para sakin! hahaha! =D
6. I was never a flower girl nor a cotillioner nor a beauty contestant, not like my Ate. (owww... deprived?!?)
7. I once was Reyna Emperatriz during the Flores de Mayo(ndi naman ako d2 nakatira... nagsabi lang cla na kng pde daw makuha... hmmnn... e d sure y not! exposure din itoh.. hahaha!).

Seven Things That Scare Me
1. horror movies (alam mo un naiimagine ko cla kahit san ako pumunta)
2. rats and cats (d ko cla ka-vibes)
3. needles or any sharp objects that could hurt me. (hndi naman sa feeling sleeping beauty ako.. hahaha!)
4. Losing someone i love, love the most and learned to love. (iba iba ba 'to?)
5. To die from drowning, burning, falling from a high spot or by torture (slow death).
6. Living without anyone beside me.
7. What lies in my future.

Seven Things I Like The Most
1. Watching TV
2. Capturing every moment.
3. Munching junk foods.
4. Exploring new places (i don't have the chance to do this much lately.)
5. Feeling of being infatuated. =P
6. Go to Greenhills Tiangges at makipagtawaran.
7. Laughing!!!

Seven Important Things In My Bedroom
1. my squishy pillows... especially my jumbo hotdogs.
2. my plug-on dim light (shempre pink sha.. hehehe!)
3. my big mirror... last thing i look at and first thing i see.. hahaha! (katapat po ng aking bed... im not vain!)
4. my TV (eto talaga ndi pde mawala)
5. my memorabilias... all of them are safely kept.
6. my magic ball... whenever i felt like consulting somethings.. my ever reliable magic ball is within hand's reach
7. my personal journals

Seven Things I Plan To Do Before I Die
1. Have a trip around the world.
2. Have kids.
3. Win the jackpot prize in a lottery.
4. Have my own business to hand it over to my loved ones eventually.
5. Find my "soulmate". hhuuhhh i dont get it... (",)
6. Confess all my sins.
7. Tell all the people ill be leaving behind how much i love them.

Seven Things I Can Do
1. I can do dares with all my gutts.
2. I can make people laugh.
3. I can draw art manicure on my both of my hands by myself.(hay nako... those were the days na may mga flowers ang kuko ko.. hahaha!)
4. I can say I'm sorry if i'm convinced that I need to.
5. I can control myself. =D
6. I can give things even if i'm not asked to.
7. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. (LOL!)

Seven Things I Can’t Do
1. I can't ride a bike. (dunno how!)
2. I can't lie. My gestures will truly show what i feel. (sabi nga ng ate ko.. nung bata ako alam nya if im not telling d truth... may lumalaki daw! hulaan nyo na lang kng ano un... harhar!)
3. I can't swim in deep water. (ni hindi po ako sumisisid... kasi feeling ko it would kill me.)
4. I can't live without the remote control. =)
5. I can't stand foul smells.
6. I can't cook without a recipe to guide me (except for adobo and fried foods of course).
7. I can't sleep with lights and TV on or if there are any unnecessary noises. (d2 kami nagkakasubukan ng mga kapatid ko kadalasan... hehehe!)

Seven Things That Attract Me To The Opposite Sex
1. Super sense of humor!!! gwapo yang mga yan for me.
2. Amoy malinis... kahit ndi mukang malinis.
3. Conversationalist. Hmmmnnn.. i think sa daldal ko.. at the end of the day i want someone na sha naman magkwekwento sakin or atleast makikipagsabayan.
4. Head. I find kalbo guys with goatie really cute and 'stig.
5. Songer. =D I love guys who doesn't mind singing even senti songs.
6. Smart and witty. Alam mong may diskarte sa buhay.
7. Confidence. basta dapat ma-feel mo na may dating.. pero wag naman sobra sobra...

Seven Things I Say The Most
1. Hello? R u dur?/R u dep?
2. Yabang!
3. Oh my gosh!
4. hndi nga?
5. hala!
6. anak ng tokwa, anak ng tinapa, at iba pang mga pinaanak ko na... =D
7. ei, hiyee, howdy?, bwuhuhu, waaaahhh!, okash, oks, welx, thanksalotsa!, hmmnnnn, wahahaha!, haaiiizzz (sa pop 'to... nyahahah!)

Seven Celeb Crushes (Whether Local or Foreign)
1. Adam Sandler
2. Alfonso Gomez and Manny Pacquiao (pantay!)
3. Patrick Garcia
4. Jet Li
5. Pekto (dati nung HS ako hanggang nung d pa sha sikat mashado.. sa PLAK pa lang sha napapanood... ngaun mejo hndi na umaayos na itsura nya e.) Michael Fajatin na lang and Long. hehehe!
6. Jake Roxas and Jay Manalo (pantay!)
7. Bryan Greenberg

Seven People You Want To See Take This Quiz
1. Donnapet
2. Ate Chat
3. Magsy
4. Leslie
5. Edong
6. Liza
7. Pink

:::tagged by Lola Knoll:::

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog. You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head. Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent. You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Hmnnn.. "you blog tends to shock"? ako nga ata eto.. hahaha!

***kupit from Edong... thanks!!! =D

What's with me???

It all started last friday afternoon. I felt sick that noon (blaming it to my mixed ube, chocolate and mango ice cream during our Thanksgiving Luncheon). But this did not stop me from going out that night, after all it's a friday night. =P Going home at wicked 3am Saturday dawn did aggrevate my condition (i guess). When i woke up at around 9am my throat really felt bad. All my pre-planned scheds for the weekend has to be canceled. I stayed all day at my bed and crazily channel surfed the rest of the day. I then decided to watch "If Only" a flick i wanted to watch at the cinema months ago but was not able to. I guess that was the right time to watch it since it's already bagging dust in our rack. Gosh that movie! It made me pour a bucket of waaahhh... (as if naman ndi ko iniexpect that i would bawl my eyes out.. haiiizz). The movie was so familiar. The dream i had a couple weeks earlier was just arrghhh... how timely. It was so tragic.. bwuhuhu!!! After the movie, my condition did not change and can i say got worse. grrrr!!!

Hey it's already Sunday past lunch time. I feel better now. Not better better... Just better than not better... huh??? ^_^ I still feel lousy. I still feel bad. And I wanna share it with you.. Hoping you'll be infected with this deadly depression... wahahaha!!! Enjoy reading and Hope you'll feel bad too! ;->

Saddest Line

We broke up today. Early morning, first thing we did when we woke up. I should've seen it coming. I should've trusted my instincts. I should've asked the questions lingering in my mind, because they were important questions. It doesn't even matter anymore who ended it. Well, he did. But it doesn't matter, not to us, we know better than that. He said I deserved more. I already knew that, long ago. And I wanted to tell him then, but I couldn't find the moment. I know I deserve more, but I simply thought I deserved more of him, not more than him. I loved the guy. I still do. He's a good person, albeit with a lot of faults. I thought I could help him go through with it, help him fix himself and be better because of his mistakes. I realize I shouldn't have played Messiah. I can't go on saving someone who doesn't want to be saved. I love him. Nothing hurts more. He was my first. My ultimate first, in many aspects. First love. First kiss. First real time I let my defenses down. First time I let someone in. First time I cried so hard I couldn't breathe. First heartbreak. Strangely enough, I feel okay. I don't know why exactly. We talked for two hours about this, and I was bawling my eyes out, but in the end we were laughing. We're friends, after all. I just wish we could've been friends for much longer, and grown together in that way, too. Maybe it was inevitable. Maybe it was meant to be. Maybe I could have spared myself the pain if I had been more truthful with myself, if I had not led myself on to believe that it would work out despite everything that told me it would not. My friend told me the other night, "Tapusin mo na yan. Okay na,nakatikim ka na, tama na muna." I said to him, "Eh pano yun, mahal ko siya eh." Now I know loving someone does not make things right. It's true what they say, sometimes love isn't enough. If he calls me, I probably won't turn him away. If he texts, I'd probably reply. Because I don't want to go through with this with hatred in my heart. The five months we shared were the best, and maybe the worst, too. Either way, I will treasure those times, because in those months that we had, and in the year we had known each other, I learned how to love. I learned how to love unconditionally. I learned how to hurt, and how to forgive. Things are not going to be the same. every day, every time I pass by the building where we had spent our summer, every cab ride I take, every shop and restaurant I would go to, I will remember; it is something I will take with me forever. I don't want to look back and cry. I know I will from time to time, but the time will come when I will look back and smile. I want that time to start soon. Paulo Coelho was right when he said "when you want something, all the universe conspires to help you achieve it." Whoever said it was right we he/she said that "anything less than mad, passionate extraordinary love is a waste of time. There are too many mediocre things in life to deal with, and love shouldn't be one of them." Coelho might also be right when he
said that there are signs. And that we should follow them. But my friend was right, too, when she said we choose the signs that we follow. I guess I just made the wrong choices. Over and over again. He was right when he said we simply have to want it. But he should've said that to himself, too. It's difficult when only one of two people wants it, and is led to believe that that feeling is being reciprocated. I realize I am not a shepherd looking out for my sheep. I can't forever guide other people to where they want or should be going. He's probably right, he doesn't deserve me. Because I have been one hell of a good girlfriend, I know this much. He knows it, too. I guess it's a good thing that he ended it, rather than me. I'm not really good at letting go. I always hang on to the possibility that things will work out, that we would go through it together, that no matter how loose the thread, the thread exists, and it's worth holding on to. He said that, by the way, going through it together. He said we would endure, that it would be forever. Obviously, I can't say that now. The five months we shared are over. But he will always be my b, forever. Don't get me wrong, I'm not pining, nor have I false hopes. But he is that, my b, just as I am his. Oh well, I never wrote a poem about him, ever. I was sort of sad before when I couldn't do it, write a poem I mean. I said to myself, maybe when
you're really happy, you just can't articulate it. I don't know. Today's a bit different, though. And tonight, well, as Pablo Neruda said, tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Painful things

01. flashing your smile to someone you don't want
to see

02. bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget

03. showing that you care

04. finding a way to mend a broken heart

05. learning that you've been used by someone you
truly love

06. saying "i love you" when you mean it and when
you don't

07. letting go of a person you've just learned to love

08. realizing that you love somebody you've just
taken for granted

09. realizing that you love the person you've just
broken up with

10. waiting for promises you know she or he'll ever
keep

11. saying your love for someone who loves
somebody else

12. reminiscing the good times u shared together

13. shielding your heart to love somebody

14. trying to hide what you really feel

15. having a commitment w/ someone that you
know would not last

16. trying to hide the tears that voluntarily fall from
your eyes

17. sharing the one you love w/ someone else

18. loving a person too much

19. giving up someone you never thought of giving
up

20. falling in love for the first time

21. loving someone you haven't seen

22. having the right love at the wrong time

23. exerting effort to make the relationship last or
work

24. not being appreciated when you know you've
given your best

25. taking the risk to fall in love again

26. hiding your relationship from someone else

27. controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend

28. choosing between two persons whom you
really love

29. finding out that you can never have the person
you just let go of

30. seeing the person you love with someone else

31. learning that the person who claimed to have
loved you so
much never really cared

32. seeing the one you love fall for someone else

33. falling for your best friend and knowing that
things can never be
the
same again

34. learning to trust after you have been betrayed

35. accepting that it was not meant to be

36. smiling when all you want to do is cry

37. falling and knowing that it can never be

38. not being able to love the person who truly
cares for you

39. saying that you can never love a person the
way he loves you

40. hearing that he can never love you the way that
you love him

41. saying that you are over someone you still love

42. being friends again and learning to let go of
each other coz
you both know it is better that way

43. convincing oneself that you are not in love when
you know that you
are

44. having to let go because you know that he
deserves someone else

45. trying not to remember how perfect everything
used to be